When We Don't Understand
Uncertainty brings out our true character. Despite all that Jesus had told His disciples about the cross and His return to the Father, they did not understand (John 12:16). So why did they not ask Him directly? Did they feel that they would reveal their ignorance and lose His respect of them? Did they feel that if they discussed it enough they would be able to work it all out? Or did they not really want to hear the answer in case it was too great for them to bear?
They were right to question what they did not understand. However, in discussing together they were still no wiser and, if Jesus had not intervened, they might have come to a false conclusion and believed a lie. Of course, after the Holy Spirit came to each of them, He would lead them into all truth (John 16:13), but until that time, they had to ask Jesus. Although they were not talking to Jesus, He knew exactly what they were thinking and saying, and wanted to answer their questions.
There are many things we do not understand, and it is right to ask questions. Around the world there are thousands of philosophers who like to give their opinions; and thousands of discussion forums (not least on the internet) where people share their views. However, the truth is only to be found in God and given by Him. So why do people not ask Him directly? Are they afraid of the truth; or are they so arrogant that they believe that they can find the answer themselves; or have they decided what they would like the answer to be and therefore seek out others who agree with them?
God is always speaking through His Word by His Holy Spirit, who interprets the truth to anybody who really wants to hear it. Asking God to reveal Himself is profoundly glorifying to God. Self-revelation is part of His nature and by asking Him to display His nature, His glory is revealed. So let us be glad when we do not know; then let us glorify Him by asking for His wisdom on any matter.